today i still went to band anw. felt better. lol. band was kinda boring today cus we were learning alot of theory. :/

i was waiting for some sms as i did not touch my hp from 9-4, so i thought there wld be something. alrigh, theres some sms. was kinda ki tat there was no reply nearing 7pm since my sms at 4. duno tat ppl will woli one. >:o and so late. might as well. luckily asked cheryl to pei wo eat dinner and then charmaine and us went tgthr . if not i at home cook maggie liao. >:o i feel so insignificant now. i duno if it bothers me as much. of cos im bothered.

anyway, we took a bus down to far east then walked to wheelock. lols. dam funnaye along the way. faint. duno why i became a cw. construction worker -.- must be i switched instruments with charmaine then her trombone dua leng gong tats why -.-.

17dec is SP band concert and we are all supposed to go because they playing the same song as us! third symphony. i tink they are better. lol. of cos. wonder if cladys and some others will be there :/

i focussed so much on band, wad about my studies?! i feel so imbalanced. im scared of sch reopen ! D: i feel so unprepared. even some slackers in my class started their holiday assignment. i dun even noe wad hw are there. :'(

next year is not going to be smooth sailing. not only academics. not only band. i bet. actually i hardly managed to pull through this year. let alone nex year.

shoved aside.