aiyo why i become like that neh. lols. sian geh. ytd was supposed to be my audition day but sir din do it. postponed :( another week of worrying. duno whether isit the catered food or isit me after lunch ytd my head zheng ge heavy diao. lol. supposed to sit half chair while playing but my butt jus got stuck inside and i left it there anyhow. lols. i thought slping helps.

lols. SIAN GEH supposed to have a week of break but it seems like theres no break at all -.- today my heart stopped beating at least a hundred times. went to cut hair again. then i tio the china man to wash my hair again. sadded man. press my head down so hard. worse than the other time. press down until like gong toot.