band has been rather enjoyable for the past few practices, cus conductor finally din scold me. but, nex fri is my audition. its specialised for weaker players like us (the trainees) especially. if he realised i actually still suck alot, im dead meat. ive got about 9 days to pia. so i can play for the concert. if i cant play :( i duno wad will happen to my heart.. crackkkk. no one can help mui. oni me can help myself. after spending 2 months fully on band, of cos i hope i can plae for the concert. moreover its gona be my first full concert. charmaine, dun lose heart! believe in urself. lets help us! hahaha. dun tink so much either, lol i tink u tink too much, worse than me -,- jus do our best! :D

so if i can play for the concert, pleaseeee comeeee and watch meeee. hahahaha. watch my little face up there shaking like siao geh during those beaty rhythms. im so happaye my tuition teacher will be there to watch me :) hope got ppl pei her go if not i oso guilty she go alone. im happaye mother wanted to request leave on that day to watch me too :) and cecilia. hehehe at least i noe now theres one big sister one friend n my mommy there to support mui :D i hope tt n pp can come too. if i get to play that is.

i hope my running notes come out fine by that time. its the only chance to redeem myself. and i mus do it. hardcore practices. i thought my right thumb n arm were kinda breaking. aches wen i moved it .

todae after prac at 6 plus we had the most laughter after so long man. lol doing dam silly idiotic things. hahaha. maxi was here. so the whole atmosphere was very lively :D tats why me n cheryl n charm can high until . lols. siao geh. :D

dun worry so much char! lets go for it man. one plus week to make use of. dun give up!