its been quite some time since i blogged. exams are halfway through and im so tired. the first paper was so bad - gp. especially the second paper. its so difficult and furthermore there is an idiot sitting infront of me. and the one beside it. dun understand why they must do this.

today was a super draining day, i never felt so drained out. although i felt much satisfaction derived from the chem paper in the morning, i totally feel like going home and take a nap and dun wish to take the chinese exam. i had to wait for 3 whole hours before the next paper would start. at a quarter to twelve, cheryl came to find me to talk talk until 12.40. i felt quite relaxed after laughing for abit. i haven been laughing for so long that my mouth ached and felt sour. lols!

1pm - the deadly time. i was so brainly tired i dun wan to think of anymore creative writing to spice up my writing, so i did the last question on some argumentative. compre was kinda hard i couldnt quite understand the questions. who cares anw -.-

rushed to yishun for physics tuition after tat. 5pm till 8plus. faint. ive not much faith in physics than in chem. econs is the worst. but if gp fails, everything is nothing.i might not want to take the risk and stay back for another year and have to PASS EVERYTHING so i can go on to j2. if i dun pass, there goes my two years and i would end up in poly, meeting juniors two years younger than me. the scene is kinda demoralising having to study at the equal standards with people of 2 years more junior. if gp fails, thats the end of my world.i dun wan to lengthen my tertiary education, its so tedious.all i need is 40 marks. 'how hard can it be?' is what people will think. its hard for me duh. forget about getting an E man. i only need a S. i want a S now. im not greedy.

right after promos i got to start working on my pw insights and reflection and oral presentation. OMG! everything will end in the first week of november. and 7nov i goto go back to sch to get my results and see whether i get promoted.i only felt the tremor of not getting promoted only the day before my gp paper. ohmy. aint that late.

the bus driver greeted me while i was on my way home from yishun. i should be the one greeting him. how nice. such randomness.

i hope my efforts wouldnt be wasted. im gonna put in my best shot for this week till tues. in everything i do. so in case i dun fail my gp the results will look nicer.

happy children's day