yea ure right tat i was indeed worrying about stuffs :( luckily the pool playing took them off my mind for some moments. haha :) on one side i was worrying about thursday. :( not polyclinic anymore. is the centre. sobs. im so dead. i was hoping to get some illness so i dun have to run so vigorously as a whole class. lol. on the other side no one supported me in joining that cca :( im not forcing myself to get in there. i duno how to explain and realli wanted to explain. but ai...... forget it. take it that im despo. my lower lip sort of tore after pressing too hard to get the right thing. tml still got. ai.. struggling with homeworks n cca. i tink i can study together with pooi jin! tat settles the problem. lol. ai...

ai.... hohohoho. ai optimistic = failed

haven seen mom for two days. went babysitting ytd after having dinner with charmaine at thomson plaza. LOL WE SAW MISS LILLIE NG!!! our ex tuition teacher. who teaches the way we dun like. lol. yesterdae was quite fun. todae was still ok until my mom smsed me she had made an appointment with the doctor. i hope i can die soon. to end those bad points of mine. and i dun have to suffer those misery too. im feeling kinda suffocated. i bet everyone wants to die painlessly wen its time. me too. maybe die while sleeping is not bad. life is so meaningless now. sigh.