today was the first day of school and its worse than expected, than compared to tpjc in the case of making friends. i tink im too tired to put a smile on my face and introduce myself or drag some pple into my circle of friends. maybe its my first bad impression on them. i alwaes gif a bad impression becus of my dao face. bo bian. todae so sadded during mass dance. i almost wanted to die. shant say anymore later ppl see liao laugh like hell.

sigh. other than that the activities are alright, better than tpjc one. but overall . unless i have friends, i wun enjoy wherever i go. and now i rather go tpjc lor. i jus couldnt understand why i cant get into ny wen cop is oso ten. my raw score isnt tat bad right. sigh. pple were smsing right from ytd morning till this morning still got ppl ask wad sch i go. some ppl still duno i cannot get in and said we will be school mates. so sad. todae saw 4 people from amkss in cjc so far. so sadded lar. i rather go poly.

dun feel like going to school tml. but bo bian! so sadded. i cant imagine if i stay there for two whole years. or worse. get retain. or even worse. first year cannot pass then go poly. I WANT TO GO NY!!!! so sad.

luckily morning got charmaine tok to me awhile. if not i tink i realli die. saw huixian sheryl guohao n suet theng. suet theng de IG group i tink near me. alwaes see her around.sians