i tink i shdnt be sad. i shd be happi i cld at least go into cjc. if only i had A2 for cca. im in ny happily. happy from the bottom of my heart. i should be happy, i told myself repeatedly. but wen i tink of puijun n amanda at nyjc, i dun seem to feel happy. i cannot be in the same class as them, play with them, go tuition together! sigh. those daydreaming i should stop. however, charmaine oso in cjc ma. but different subjects. so wun be in the same class. i nid to get to know new people again, im so tired of making friends already. i wan to be in ny cus puijun will introduce them to me. LOL. i wan to be in ny cus i love the environment. i wan to be in there cus the pae they still veri slow as compared to other jcs.so that i can catch up. maybe everyone keep telling me not to worry and tat i sure make it to ny, my hopes were high.

and tis morning wen my hp sms tone rang, i seemed to wake up with a jolt (i dun normally wake up wen sms tone sounds), and blurblur check my hp. i was like huh whos sending from 76288 or something. maybe i won some movie tickets from i-weekly. but my senses came back and OH its the jae. i quickly search for the NANYANG JC. but din see it. wen i squinted in the middle of the text. . CONGRATULATIONS LIQINGYUN. uve been posted to CATHOLIC JUNIOR COLLEGE. then i was like uh ok. on the outside. lol. inside i was like. sigh..

i ran to mani places todae im dead beat. go ny with aunt , shes helping me to get some relations. and pei-ing cc to cjc to appeal. z. so tired. and i got so many things i wanted to say but dare not type in here. sigh.

my nose bled for the second time of my life. it covered practically the whole surviette. i wonder wads wrong.