my mind has been in a struggle at times when its being invaded with negative thoughts. and i know im easily affected by other people, even though i may not be completely wrong. but the feeling of how others view me puts me down. In my battle, i read the bible in hope for God to enlighten and comfort me, and i guessed it kinda worked abit though still not enough, probably because im reading the old testament now. anyhow, i didn't want to stay home and do my work alone, so decided to fetch mom n aunt to temple then head out to sit amongst the people n study. Felt better. Guessed i need the presence of people around me.
thank God for twitter, a few encouraged me with God's words :) i wish i can talk to my mother about anything under the sun, so i wun need to hide n i will want to stay home much much more. That day can happen, and i wana work towards it.
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