these few days were dam bad for me. suay until. hahahaha. the teasing by my classmates were getting worse. they stuck masking tape on my chair n shupei's chair n writing my name there. i wun say wad the word was. shupei still wanted to take photo of that. i was like forget it, since they were only targetting me, i will jus tolerate it. if they dare to bully my friend, i will have the motivation n determination to deal with them right till the end of this year. but considering again, i will become dam ruthless which i dun wan to be again. and oni worsen my life. so zen yang neh. they are people that my form teacher cant even handle. going for multiple detentions, but not repentant. during pe i was again. being targetted . i duno wads wrong with my face, or eyes, the games teacher came and asked if i was okay. she asked if i dun like to plae the game or wad. i said i dun like the class. she comforted me and made me feel touched n motivated to do my best for the pe lesson. captain's ball. after playing for about 35 mins, i caught on to the ball and wanted to put it in the goal area, but i tripped n fell, rubbing my knee against the parade ground.

unfortunately its not quadrangle or else i wld be fine. i thought i wun bleed cus normally i wun bleed. lolsss. but it did after abt 20sec. lol. the thing dripped down to my foot. sigh. dam pain. i dun dare to wash away. luckily i saw huisian my junior sitting in the canteen alone n went to ask her for tissue. haha i knew she will always have supply. shu went with me to the toilet n i dabbed it with wet tissue. AHHHHHHHH!!!!! hahahaah pain until. i nvr sensed such pain after falling down. then i met lifang. its her camp tat day so she got first aid kit! HAHAHAAHA. she gave me alcohol wipes to wipe. but i noe its gona be dam pain so i die oso dun wan to wipe. she helped me with it n i shouted in the cantteeeen -.- sianks babeh . by the time i went back they all dismissed liao. so i took my water bottle n shu pei pei me( HAHA) to band room. i was tinking of the wet tissue pang gu got . so jus nice munky came out so i asked him to ask pang gu to lend me her wet tissue. aiyah dam long story.

im grateful for those who helped me. i noe pang gu was dam scared of the blood tats oozing out, but she still dabbed it off for me. sianks alot . n general office auntie. hahaha. the auntie helped me put medication n wrap it. the process was wa piang sai. then pang gu n jackson still can laugh until -.- becus of my face la. sianks. lol. after 1 day still pain. i tot will dry one?! esp after n during bathing. piang sai. must be too long nvr fall down. cant even walk properly. siao la.

actualy after i fell down the pain i felt, abit like a relief for me. -.- omg tis is serious emo. lol. esp after my teasing. i actually felt tat way. zomg feel like slapping myself. there are so many things i ought to slap myself. soli pang gu.

todae after band 5 plus dam sian. wanted to ask if tt was available for dinner. but since my mom asked me if i was going home for dinner n she din reply, might as well. and here i m. the word is not emoing. its reflecting. sianks. hhaa.

i need to do some reflection on myself.