mmm inspired by wad my tuition teacher had typed in her blog, i guessed i don't have a mind of my own. even like eating out with friends, i would let them choose what they wanted. i think i just don't want to choose something that they may not feel like eating :/ if im by myself, i would know what i want. haha. im always letting people have their ways. letting opportunities slipped through my fingers again and again. lack of courage. confidence. hmph. thats me. hi. lol.

sometimes the things i do will hurt people. i know that. i always know when i say hurtful things. its either i will say it on impulse or deliberately. i guess im self-conscious. n very sensitive. to the extent that sometimes people find it irritating. lol im dissecting myself now -.-

i sought advice from my tuition teacher. lol. the things that i shd do to get over this painful but normal process. to study. to find ur own activities. find other friends. i guess thats wad im doing now. i shd pump more focus into studying.

oh mans. tml got a series of career talks. and most of the time i will be alone cus shupei n me different :( sian diao. i hope i wun slp in the LTs though. hmph.