today is yet another anti-laze day. lol wad a word. woke up at 8plus ate and headed off to serangoon for my cip. wen i reach there pple call me fat liao wor. sigh. back to primary school days. today taught so mani kids. lols. its easy to tell them the answer. but its real hard to make them understand that 8X3 is the same as 8+8+8! they gotta count em one by one. met many kinds of people. some are evil, but there is still an angel in everyone. teaching is not about the knowledge uve got, but how to make them understand simple things :( challenging to teach notty kids but fun too! quiet kids are boring. lols. after lunch (pumpkin rice) theres a discussion about friendship. lol i learnt abit from there. im so stupid i cant guess that 12 letter word!!! its acquaintance! faint. it means someone u knew but is not ur friend yet. lols. i tink i wana try out teaching secondary ppl then seee how. lols. see how wad? u duno? hehe

the last few band practices have been rather okay. because i wasnt sent out! lols. i got sent back home once. that broke me down man. hopefully tml will go well and i will have a fun day! everytime i was being told to play a long tone for conductor to tune me, i always tremble!!! tats why i dun haf a constant tone :( he will always shake his head. so discouraging. but duno why he ytd never leah. lols. not bad mood. confidence issue. dun tel me i oso noe. sian. tml's lunch and diinneer gonna give me tonnes of fats! D: i shall jus eat one bread in the morning. wa thur got tuition then friday byebye. come back the nex day tuition again. then cip then band ! omg. thats the end of my november! D: dec practices at ajc! HOHOHO means i dun have to wake up so earlaye! :D

ohoh ytd got 2 new DSAs came to practise. all in clarinet! omg. 2 jus went away then 2 new ones came. lols. the girl iss very shy and closed. but i can see that she can open up one. lets seee. the guy is not bad woh! lol in everything luh. he got his own clarinet mans. $2.5k . rich kia. not arrogant, at the moment. lol. i dun tink he is anw. ive got super eyes!

sigh