u noe i still freaking hate the class. i tink becus of two ppl oni lah . the rest shd be fine. well, better than them at least, but still there are some fake ppl. like wen they need u they will be nice to u and all that. for example this morning, one of them suddenly sae goodmorning to me. i knew something was fishy, and as i expected, i was asked to lend my maths to copy.

after physics lecture that childish sho said some word in a sarcastic tone. im not as stupid as u tink yeah. his thinking is frivolous and stupid. very smart. but no moral values. NONE. wonder how his parents are like. even teachers cant stand. i was talking to charmaine about all these while we ate our dinner todae. its okay that we are left alone, rather than to get teased jus becus we are quiet, afraid that ppl will tok behind ur back.

and during tuition, mrs phang said about thought processes that children possess and how it changes as we grow up. children dun mind the looks and jus make all sorts of friends. but as we grow up we tend to have a mindset as to what is perfect figure and facial features, and most of the times looking for friends who are popular. popular doesnt mean he or she is good. unpopular doesnt mean he or she has bad morale values, vice versa. no matter how mani 'forgive and forget' theres always a limit. i guessed i haven reach to a point whereby i will scream n shout and retaliate. i bet if its two years ago i will surely retaliate. all those smses and talking. but now i duno why im so timid. like a scardey cat? my stomach will grow big by the end of nex year. becus of band lol and of cos all those anger.

*fingers and toes crossed*