i cannot imagine how i spent these months studying in the class. i cant believe i actually sat 'alone' and stoned through those lessons right till as late as 5pm. if its last time i will surely talk n do something else. so one more year like this will be nothing to me. or maybe if i can get to retain i bet i will be happier than im now. maybe. those who can get retain should be relieved cus very few in our school gets to retain. mostly go poly. today during chem lecture teacher announced theres 81% who passed chem h1. so theres a very high possibility that this 19% will not be promoted. they have to pass all the rest cus they can only afford to fail one. its a difficult thing.6 in my class failed chem. i suddenly feel kinda emphatised. the worried look on their faces. ms tan oso said these 6 were the same 6people who failed in the midyears. so i noe its not me. so the ppl noe themselves best.

last period was gp. teacher went through one essay question out of 12. thats the question that i did. on environment. im so dead. im so dead. im dead. dead. compo cant even rescue itself, how to rescue compre. hahaha.