today was a bad day!! partly because i had such bad results for my chinese. normal chinese. not higher ok. yeah i failed. sigh.. my english already so bad, now my chinese! what should i do! my doom day is months away or in fact, 27 days away from the olevel. i dun wana fare badly for my chinese! in fact i wan an A1! sigh. so i dunid to worry too much for my L1R5. zz. i knew i was wrong when i laughed kinda loudly in chinese class today. but dunid say until so obvious ma. miss yip said that see u get back ur common test results see if u still can laugh. im one of the seven who failed. n i knew straightaway shes talking about me. cus the rest did very well for the test. above 40! sigh. i think even if i passed by a mark or zero, i wun be any happy but not a fail. utterly sadded. she even commented on those who failed, but not me! and even praised people in the front row as if letting me hear or what. sigh i guess im too sensitive once again. lol. i know i shouldnt think too much, as its already over. but imagine ure the one who got this result. both languages failing. i think i should take my tamil and malay instead. lol.

still got the mood to joke eh. sigh. i think im taking this too lightly? i should really buck up. but no motivation to. thats the key to failure. :( what happen to my chinese? WEI SHEN ME!!

anw today VE lesson was kinda embarrassing! zz im not generous. im not! i wrote FAT at first. thanks for striking that off. i really appreciate that.but i wun admit im generous. lol. thanks loads. :)