tonight is a rainy night,a lonely night too. hahaha! because im alone, im lazy to cook my meal, so i just eat my 3in1 oats mixed with milk. i din feel full after that, so i pop 6 maltesers balls into my mouth, and cut an orange to eat after that. watching masterchef alone is kinda boring too. so after the show ended at 9pm, i feel hungry again, so i made myself another cup of oats w milk. and now im sitting in front of this com doing whatsoever, the same routine every night. but tonight seems a little different. perhaps my mood bah. but im still doing okay, and i hope i can adapt to this as fast as i can before i plunge into depression. HAHHA kua zhang only lah. but now feel abit sian la, dun feel like doing anything, not in the mood to think of recipes for the following week,yet.

ive things to do, play my ds, watch my drama, read storybook, but i just dun feel like doing anything -.- because i feel abit sian now,i hope i dun reveal it wen i talk to my mom on webcam. somethings wrong with her pc tonight,so maybe tonight no webcam,fortunately n unfortunately. when u see this, come n bug me on msn please, if im online. hehe thanks a bunch!