theres one thing tat dawned upon me while i was studying. lol.

people who are rich, have more time to study, and have resources to aid them to study well. for example, they have ppl to drive them around to save time on transport. i take one hour to travel for tuition n one hour back to my home. 2hours wasted. travelling in a car only takes 15min. 30min total. save 1.5 hours. can do one maths tutorial hoh. lol. although im wasting my time now, i jus dun feel like studying -.-

if i can study effectively in my house alone for the whole day. woh lah! i wish i got endless energy to sustain me until alevels. i realise i got so much to catch up on. esp econs. even maths x.x o wells, im glad the syllabus is almost finishing and i hope i have more time to catch up wen sch starts!

i wan to be a mugger! i hate tis word mug. but still. i need to focus on studying, and nothing else. i wun bother maintaining good relations. if its good it wil be good. yeps.

mon i went to lib n studied with charm n grace. i thought its kinda effective for me to stick my butt to the chair for 6hours n to really study. lol. while i waited for charm, a book caught my eye. 'overcoming shyness and social anxiety' . lol. i browsed through the pages and realised, shyness is actually a gift! hahaha. -.- not that im an introvert. and the points the author wrote totally suits how i behave x.x at least i felt better after reading it. i shall borrow it after my exams.

so many things to do after exams! unlike after olvls. i wan to read! cross stitch! learn driving! put braces! learn pianO!! EAT! HAAHHAHA actually now also can eat. and i wan to learn how to teach. and find out if i realli can teach . hahaha. i will never take up econs in uni , cus i dun wan to write essays. lol maybe not psychology even though the subject interests me alot. cus mus have good english n write essays n reports x.x take it tat i dun wan to put in effort to improve my english. so the only choice is maths related subjects. not engineering ! thanks. lol . i dun like robots . n physics. i wan to find out more about statistics, maths n applied maths. hehehehe. i noe jingjing may wan to take too! :D the thing i can do now is , study -.- study even if i hate it. why mus they have electives to torture people x.x