hais school is not as fun as i expected. all the fake people around me. i missed the days i once had. i missed:
1. the water war with nike bottles. haha remembered i was so vigorous with weiliang until my lip bled. fun! with cc and peeps.
2. miss the aircon ava room for maths lessons. the most slacking lesson! :D the lesson tat i wun fall asleep. the lesson wen i can laugh n talk at times. the lesson wen u get sweets and chocolates for tests and random days. my favourite lesson!
3. miss talking to friends. standing along the corridor or somewhere deserted in school. love it especially during rainy days.
4. miss crapping with cc. although those jokes are mostly sadist gossiping about people. its so darn farneh i cant help but laugh till my stomach hurts and teared. its really laugh out loud!
5. sitting down in fast food restaurants and chat for long hours.
6. crapping on the phone in the night.

what i can rmb from sec 1 to sec 4.
sec 1 - nothing much to tink about. haven make any really close friends. celtic circle was formed with lifang jingjing n xingzhi as founding members while xueyi joined in later. haha. lame group of peeps. most of the times acting like innocent school children.
sec2 - got really close with lf. she joined library and we had nice times together in class and during cca. i somehow love to do stocktaking during sec 2 wen miss siti was around with us :D i always benefited wenever im in her group for any projects. she helped me alot alot in my literature :D if not i wun get a B! seriously. i rmb the scrapbook made mostly by lf xz, jingjing xueyi kaili yijing anna carline. all the memories :D all those snoopy comics that were cut out one by one from newspapers n photocopied from the books by xz mainly. all the handwritten testimonials by everyone and special events n memorable days i had, written by lf. i had a nice year with my classmates n friends :D perhaps the best year throughout my sec sch life. nomad was a nice experience for me to train my stage fright. haha. abit dumb to chant out those four mrt languages -.-

sec 3- everything was fine at the start of the year as i got into same class with lf n xz . i took lit instead of geog. lit was lowest mark among the humanities. geog highest. after 1plus months i realise i cant really cope with lit so i quickly changed to geog. luckily i could! but im still in the same class. luckily n unluckily. somehow drifted away from celtic circle i duno why. not a really nice year.got along quite well with my new classmates like poooijiunn and supeng. we were in the same english project group . haha we were doing the E.T. movie project. darn farneh. i still rmb some bits of song. raffles is farneh. we laughed like crazeh!

sec4 - a very bad year for my social life. felt really childish for all that ive said and done. swore i mus change in the brand new year. time to mature!

JC1 - at least i tink my attitude got better. not good enough still. i musnt criticise anyone because i ought to be criticised first. i must learn to accept everyone's flaws no matter how bad they are. couldnt keep in regular contact with sec sch friends other than 1 or 2 -.- most of them were busy with school work :( din talk much to them. hope to increase my self-esteem and self-respect. failed to love myself. how to expect others to accept me wen i couldnt even accept myself -.- hope i can do fairly well in promos. hopefully i can pass gp. giving is a blessing. i should give more than receive more. to find meaning in my life.

i wan to have my study mood! :( today was not productive at all. i realise i could study abit at home. wen mother came into my room and lied down on my bed like a sleeping buddha talking to me, i feel the motivation to study more. haha. last day of band practice tml before i concentrate on my promos. wah lalala. im happy for my p4 cousin who scored well for her maths exam. :D a great improvement!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XING DE!! :D XD