i must admit, that this two weeks are indeed the hardest and roughest weeks i ever gone through. got scolded in cca, struggling to keep awake to finish my homework but failed at times, come home late at night get scolded at home. i feel happy nowhere even at home. this year is a bad mother's day cus i did not celebrate. im glad i feel more cosy at home as compared to the past few days. sigh. i hope i can do well in my two exams nex week. time to start a new chapter of struggle.

i dun look forward to the aussie trip anymore :( im sleeping with someone i duno which made me feel so uncomfortable :( charmaine feels the same way too :( we are in the process of pleading with the person incharge who is kinda hard-hearted, not willing to change for us. sigh. cannot play dai di with them liao. cannot even slp with caolao or baba. ai..saddeddd!!!! please dun ever call me from 3 to 10 june -.-' even if i din pick up my bill will bomb too, not oni the callers. omg 7 nights with unknown room mate. bond together oso not like tat mah. ZZZZZZZZZ im so BIBI!

hopefully tml after tuition go out with tootoot will feel better. i was kinda high today after school before band. teehee. if i can make caolao laugh means i feel happy. lols. SIGH-lent night.... HUO!!--ly night. haha.

my class had to go for econs lecture after phy tutorial todae. but after tutorial abt 12.05, (lect starts at 12-.-) the guys went to toilet and came back shouting GOT SHIT ON THE FLOOR! a big fat i guy shitted on the floor. some were like how u noe its him. then they said HE WALKED OUT OF THAT CUBICLE. they were describing how long and big the shit was and the rest of the guys ran to visit the shit in the toilet again -.- 12.15. still dooody in class. two guys left for lecture and me n fren quickly folo up. omg. this is the latest lecture i ever been. haha. a gal in my class was so darn funny imitating the teachers' scoldings, which made me laughed for real. probably thats the reason why im high after school :)

monday is vesak day! i tink im getting out of my house to study. otherwise i will fall aslp. if tootoot dunwan go then maybe i shall go coffeehouse and study (library close -.-) GOOD LUCK TO ALL FOR NeXT WEEK'S EXAMS! :D hopefully i can pass up GP. PLEASE! and chemistry! :(