i dun feel like typing those out since none are interested alrdy. i would love to help ppl. cus i liked to see people successful. but sometimes i am helping too extreme. that some incidents occurred. and i dun wan tat to happen again. cus im actually making ppl feel guilty. haha i tink this is my belated reflection for year 2007 and 2006.im finally enlightened after ..? forgot. i hope i would be given a second chance in the year 2008.new year! :D

i met up with tuition peeps at learning point todae. oni 4 tho. haha theres ryan amanda n charmaine. but i met up with charm first to have dinner. omg i jus realise. THOMSON PLAZA is like a brand new place. got subway, sakae sushi, sushi tei, (no more burgerking),mani new shops to shop. more choices to eat. too bad charm n puijun not joining the GP course anymore. i jus noe todae amanda is in NY -.- pj nvr tel me. amanda is continuing GP in learning point! :D most of the tuition ppl in my class did up to expectations. i met my target. i remembered what mdm pang said to encourage me at the start of the year. it is hard to get it, but it is possible.

and her ending words are. u did try hard. u definitely deserve it. omggg im so touched. im veri happi to see her happi for everyone, and her son did well too. :) her son had a B3 in chinese. and she said its a miracle cus they hardly speak chinese. and i said mine, too was a miracle for english. im glad i din disappoint her.what a relief.after meeting mdm pang, we stood outside LP and chatted for quite some time. hahaha. ryan has grown taller. taller than me alrdy. zzz. im the shortest among the four. lol.

im so close to poly route. if i choose the poly route, i tell myself i must not slack. my ultimate aim is local university. main reason is to save money for bro to get married and complete his studies. another main one is becus i wan to gif my parents a comfortable life. -.- sounds noble. haha. i mus work hard.but im so slpy. if i get 13 i wun get into cjc, let alone ny. so i wld go for poly. if 12 im in risk to go poly.

im still confused and scared if its the right choice that i made.

pros and cons in jc n poly
JC.
pros.
1.safer route to local university. (85% places for jc ppl)
2.erm... i cant tink of more.. erm.. can wear uniform? OH. can buy bus pass! student fare
POLY
pros.
1. less stressful
2.more freedom, independent learning
3.no discipline master
4.food veri nice
5.confirm get diploma one
6.hands on experience, work attachment (earn money first)
7.places in local uni raised from 5 to 15%.
8.flexible timetable
9.NO PE (except for ngeeann, but for one year oni. if choose dancing no nid run)
10.common year engineering program(can choose wad engineering course u wan after one year)
11.suitable for L1R5 13and above (for me STRICTLY)cus i dun wan to go tampines wen i cant go catholic

CONS
JC
1.absolutely no freedom. tight disciplinary system
2.peer pressure. super stress
3.no time for games. no time to slack.
4.run periods after periods from one class to another. WITH UR BAG.
5.boring lectures and tutorials.
6.super tight timetable.
7.cannot dye hair
8.cannot wear 2 studs on one ear
but on top of all these, 2 years of sacrifice might be well spent
9.may get retain. MUST pass ALL subjects.45 for english. 30 each for extras.the rest 45
10.PW. i hate projects. and its a SUBJECT

POLY
1.hard to get into uni (mani single digits even choose poly-.-)

although there are more pros for poly and more cons for jc. the results are difinitely worth it. but jc is SUPER risky for me.i cant handle english GP. i hate newspapers. maybe i will like it a teeny bit better if the papers arent so smelly and dirty.and simpler english for some noobs like me to understand. i hate to read current affairs. i wish theres a storybook GP. haha. solely becus of tis reason im scared.

i duno whether im encouraging ppl to go poly or jc. tat depends on ur own interest. i decided to respect people's decisions.

but let me tell YOU one thing. u can take h1 biology at the first year and change to h2 if u do well for ur promos. n i believe u CAN DO IT!! i tink its some sort of psycho-ing . but .. mm. i feel veri ke xi.

i slept like two hours last nite. so wen i was on my way home in bus 25,i was trying to get into a good position for slping all the way from bedok to amk. i past by a house then outside got mani weird kind of lanterns tat i nvr see before. then i was like ok... and i fell aslp. then suddenly i felt a jerk. i woke up! to my horror, the atmosphere around me was a scary one. i knew something was wrong. ITS THE BUS INTERCHANGE. no one was around. and buses were all around me. the bus was parked in the bus space!!!! i RAN down the stairs tat i tot i was rolling down and OMG. the bus driver was there of cos. tats why the bus jerked -.- haha tis is the first time in my life... tat i jaywalked in the bus area. LOL. so lao kui.hais.

i realise im more talkative tis year. more bold too!:D