why do i need to remind myself to be honest at all times? its not because i want to show people that im not telling lies. its jus that whenever i told a lie, my mom wld discover it and caned me right up till p5. and now because of not telling lies, so many troubles are created.

people made fun of me being a king kong sized gal, yeah u can laugh as hard as u can. the most i cry, but i wun die.i thought this would stop in secondary school, but i was wrong. my most sensitive weight was being said out loud for the whole world to know. and it seems like im the one at fault now.whatever it is, things ended up this way and i cant but resigned to fate. not that i want all these to happen.

even if u pretended as if nothing had happened, i won't be feeling the same. since ive lost everything, ive nothing to fear for now.