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this is getting really intolerable for me. really. n i don't know how to explain this. i am like a nonentity or something like that. ok tok bout other things.

at first i am like on the neutral side, then lf's side, then back to neutral again. n i am now getting closer to ly's side. this is getting weird. i jus got this feeling one dae i might go her side. is this good or bad? of course many pple will say this is bad. haiz...wad am i suppose to do.